你这么早来干什么? What the hell you doin' here so early?
我在搬家。 I'm movin'.
搬家?往哪搬? Movin'? Where?
搬你这。你说你有房间的。 Here. You told me you had a room.
你疯了吗?我说过我得看看的。 You outta your mind? I said I'd see.
我得现在搬。 I gotta move now.
我告诉过你，这是我在教习所的最后一周了。 It's my last week at the halfway house, I told you.
你一个月前就打过电话了。 You called, like, a month ago.
你说你有房间的。 You told me you had a room.
听着，现在不是时候。 Look, now's not a good time.
你要让我露宿街头吗? So, you gonna make me sleep on the street?
如果你提前通知我，我就能把这地方收拾得更好。 If you gave me some notice, I could have had the place in better shape.
呃，没事的。 Uh, it's fine.
你得走地下室的入口。 You gotta use the basement entrance.
我不给人商店的钥匙。 I don't give out keys to the store.
这台电视能用吗? This TV work?
嗯，没什么特别的。 Yeah, nothin' fancy, though.
你知道，任何频道都是免费的。 You know, whatever channels come free.
我们和商店共用浴室， And the bathroom we share with the store,
所以别把你的东西放在里面。 so don't leave your stuff in there.
还有什么? 展示结束了。 Anythin' else? Tour's over.
如果你还需要别的东西，就先别要了。 If you need anything else, do without it.
我要睡觉了。 I'm goin' to sleep.
那份工作是我给你安排的。 Oh, I set up that job for you.
哦，谢谢，伙计。 Oh, thanks, man.
-嗨。——嗯? - Hey. - Yeah?
欢迎回家。 Welcome home.
加油，加油，加油。 Come on, come on, come on.
带着那坨屎滚出去。 Fuck outta here with that shit.
来吧。来吧。 Come on. Come on.
来吧。我们走吧。是的，继续。 Come on. Let's go. Yeah, go on.
来吧。 Come on.
来吧，就这样。就是这样。 Come on, that's it. That's it.
嘿，这是怎么回事?——嘘! Yo, what's the deal here? - Shh!
你会毁了我的，兄弟! You gonna fuck me up, bro!
他妈的! Fuck!
你害我被杀了。 You just got me killed, yo.
-去他妈的。-你说什么? - Fuck this. - You were sayin'?
没 没什么。没什么? No, nothin'. Nothin'?
我知道我听到你说什么了。 I know I heard you say something.
-我…我只是 - I wa-- I was just--
只是…只是…只是什么? Just-- just-just-- Just what?
我只是说我要走了。 I just-- I just said I was leavin'.
伙计，你真该看看你的脸色。 [Kid] Man, you should see your face.
来，看看这个。 Here, check this out.
这玩意儿真烫手，兄弟。真不是盖的。 This shit is fire, bro. Real talk.
翘鼻子。老派了，兄弟。 Snub nose. Old school, bro.
看看贝雷塔。真正的艺术品。 Check out the Beretta. Real work of art.
格洛克,宝贝。 Glocks, baby.
只有5磅的触发压力。 Only five pounds of trigger pressure.
你瞄准么?从来不跑偏。 So your aim? Never off.
每个弹匣可装15发子弹。有两个。 Each mag holds 15 rounds. Got two of 'em.
好吧，我都要了。 Yeah, I'll take 'em all.
天呐。你为什么要穿成那样?太寒碜了。 Jesus Christ. Why you gotta dress like that? It's embarrassing.
我说的是"低调"你看起来就像个小丑。 I said "low-key." You look like a fuckin' rodeo clown.
滚蛋。 Fuck off.
你怎么花了这么长时间?我的东西呢? What took you so long? Where's my shit?
(大声砰) [loud thud]
你是认真的吗，迈克? Are you for real, Mike?
你在光天化日之下还带着这些东西 You carryin' around those in broad daylight
装在纸袋里? in a paper bag?
这有什么大不了的?我把他们带来了，不是吗? What's the big deal? I got 'em here, didn't I?
是的。如果袋子破了怎么办? Yeah. And what if the bag ripped, huh?
你他妈什么时候才能学会用脑子? When are you gonna learn how to use your fuckin' head?
该死的家伙。 Fucking guy.
啊，真成熟。 Ah, real mature.
好吧,妈妈。都准备好了。 Alright, Ma. It's all set.
-我来教你怎么用。-我的风扇没问题。 - Let me show you how to use it. - My fan is fine.
来，吃点东西。 Come, eat somethin'.
我很好。 I'm fine.
你知道今天是什么日子吗? You know what today is?
是的，妈妈，我知道。 Yes, Ma, I know.
他的假释今天结束了。 His parole is over today.
那只野兽现在完全自由了 That animal is now completely free
而我的儿子却在土里腐烂。 while my son rots in the earth.
我们也无能为力，伊莱。无能为力。 And there's nothing we can do, Eli. Nothing.
他们怎么能这样对我们? How could they do this to us?
如何? How?
妈，他不值得再提了。 Ma, he's not worth talkin' about anymore.
请别哭。-别大惊小怪的。 Please don't cry. - Don't make a fuss.
我明天再来看你。 I'll check on you tomorrow.
好吗? Alright?
你又迟到了。 You're late, again.
我，我很抱歉，好吗? Hey, I'm-I'm-- I'm sorry, alright?
我不想听。你可以家里蹲，或者早点来。听明白了吗? I don't wanna hear it. You can stay home or come in early. You hear me?
这次不是我的错，好吗? It wasn't my fault this time, alright?
这是本周第二次了。 This is the second time this week.
我最后一次警告你。 Last time I'm warning you.
你很幸运，你动作快，否则你就白白了。 You're lucky you work fast or you'd be gone.
好的，亚当·德萨佛 Alright, Adam DeSalvo
有违反过法律吗? Any contact with the law?
——没有。-有毒品或酒精吗? - No. - Any drugs or alcohol?
不。 No.
你还在工作吗? Are you still working?
事实上，我找了份新工作，搬了家。 Actually, I got a new job and I moved.
什么工作? What job?
调酒。 Bartending.
一个酒吧吗? A bar?
你违反了假释条例。 You're in violation of parole.
宵禁后我就没去过 I haven't been there after curfew,
我还没开始呢 and I haven't started yet.
你在骗我? You lyin' to me?
不，我没有说谎。 No, I'm not lyin'.
酒吧在哪里? Where's the bar?
红钩子。 Red Hook.
那是你的禁区。你在那儿干什么? That's your restricted zone. What are you doing there?
我刚说了，我找到工作了。 I just told you, I got a job.
这违反了两项规定。 That's two violations.
得了吧。 Come on.
今天是我的最后一天。 This is my last day.
三年来，我做了我该做的一切。 For three years, I've done everything I was supposed to.
我没有制造任何麻烦或任何违规行为。 I haven't had any trouble or any violations.
你知道吗，你没惹麻烦不代表什么。 You know, just because you kept your nose clean don't mean shit.
你现在搞砸还不晚。 It's not too late for you to fuck up.
投诉一次，你就会被关进监狱。 One complaint and you can wind up back inside.
-你明白吗?-聊完了吗? - Do you understand that? - Are we done?
就是这样。 That's it.
再过几个月你就能拿到证书了。 You'll get your certificate in a couple of months.
如果到时你还没被关起来的话 If you're not locked up by then
你可以自己来取。 you can come pick it up yourself.
欢迎。 Welcome.
欢迎，我的朋友们。 Welcome, my friends.
列夫? Leff?
是的，是我外甥，迈克。 Yeah, it's my nephew, Mike.
贾马尔。 Jamal.
请进。 Please, come in.
请坐。 Take a seat.
1 P和3盎司C，对吧? One P and three ounces of C, right?
是的。 Yeah.
就这些吗? That's it?
我们从这开始。如果喜欢的话，我们再要。 Let's start there. If we like it, we'll get more.
你不会喜欢的。 You won't like it.
你会喜欢的。 You'll love it.
嗯。 Hmm.
你会希望不止这些。 You're gonna wish you had more.
-是的。 - Yeah.
(嗤之以鼻,呼出) [sniffs, exhales]
我有一些好东西要进。 I got some great stuff comin' in.
干净，纯粹。 Clean smack, pure.
能把那玩意切死。 Can cut that shit to death.
非常好的价格。 Great price.
你能轻松赚到三四万。 You make 30, 40 grand profit easy.
我们很感兴趣。 We're definitely interested.
-我们不能惹H -我们可以用现金 - We don't mess with H. - Uh, we could use the cash.
闭上你的臭嘴! Shut your fuckin' mouth!
我们不感兴趣。 We're not interested.
嗯。 Hmm.
我只是想帮你。 I'm just tryin' to help you.
你放弃了一份礼物。 You're passin' up a gift.
礼物意味着某种惊喜。 A gift implies some sort of surprise.
我不喜欢惊喜。 I don't like surprises.
你刚才没必要把我当垃圾对待。 You didn't have to treat me like a piece of shit back there.
你在这些事上说得太多了。 You're talkin' too much on these runs.
没人让你说话，你就不用说话。 No need to speak unless spoken to.
她是在对我们俩说话，不是吗? She was speakin' to both of us, was she not?
我是说，我今天去那儿到底特么的有什么意义? I mean, what the fuck was the point of me even being there today?
倾听。观察。学习。 To listen. Watch. Learn.
你看到后面那个婊子了吗? You see that bitch back there?
如果有人这么跟你说话， Anyone who talks to you like that,
好像他们在帮你的忙，全是废话。 like they're doin' you a favor, is full of shit.
你只是多疑了。 You're just paranoid.
没错，我他妈是偏执狂。 Damn right, I'm fuckin' paranoid.
它能让我保持头脑清醒。 It's what keeps my mind sharp.
你确实需要清醒清醒 And you definitely need to sharpen
你那顶蠢帽子下到底藏了什么。 what's ever under that stupid hat of yours.
她给了我们一个很好的交易。 She was offering us a good deal.
你知道，如果我没有答应你妈妈 You know, if I didn't promise your mother
我会照顾你 that I'd look after you,
我他妈不会浪费时间的。 I wouldn't be wasting my fuckin' time.
照顾我?滚蛋。 Look after me? Fuck off.
我真的希望，你能在这该死的摇滚乐上成功，我真的希望。 I really do hope this, uh, rock and roll shit works out for you, I really do.
是啊，至少我在做点什么。 Yeah, well, at least I'm doin' something.
正经的。 Right.
你组建的那个什么乐队在哪里 Where is this, uh, band you've been puttin' together
过去的五年，是吧? the last five years, huh?
成熟点吧，迈克。 Grow up, Mike.
想要与众不同并没有什么特别的。 There's nothin' special about wantin' to be special.
这是世界上最普通的事情。 It's the most ordinary thing in the world.
嘿,唐娜。 Hey, Donna.
你还真有种。 You got some balls comin' over here.
你都不打个电话问问我? You don't even call and ask if it's okay?
我以为你见到我很高兴。 I thought you'd be happy to see me.
你不应该在这里。 You shouldn't be here.
我只是想谈谈。 I just wanna talk.
我为你高兴，但我不能这么做。 Look, I'm happy for you, but I can't do this.
你再突然来访，我就报警。 You make another surprise visit and I'll call the cops.
-嘿，拜托。——[砰的一声关门] - Hey, come on. - [door slams]
万圣节结束了，是吧? Hey, Halloween's over, huh?
你打算什么时候还那套戏服? When you gonna return that costume?
-是啊，吹爆我。-那你明年打算做什么? - Yeah, blow me. - So, what are you gonna be next year?
-就像他妈的太空人一样?-够了。 - Like a fuckin' spaceman, huh? - That's enough.
病仔，我能和你谈谈吗? Sicky, can I talk to you?
你给我的最后一批都是垃圾，好吗? That last shit you fuckin' gave me was garbage, alright?
给我滚出去。跟以前都是一样的。 Get the fuck out of here. It's the same as it always is.
我不是在胡闹，小病，好吗?你休想宰我。 I ain't messing around, Sicky, alright? You're not gonna rip me off.
那是垃圾，你他妈。 That shit was trash, and you fuckin'-- Oh!
好吧!好吧，好吧，好吧，好吧! Okay! Okay, alright, alright, right, right!
-等等，等等。-我要把它打碎，混蛋。 - Hold on, hold on. - I'm gonna break it, asshole.
——嗯?嘿,列夫。-好的，好的，好的!我很抱歉! - Hmm? Hey, Leff. - Okay, okay, okay! I'm sorry!
你觉得他把胳膊伸到屁眼里有多远? How far you think he got his arm up his ass, huh?
好吧，好吧，好吧，好吧! Alright, alright, alright, alright, alright!
好吧。好，好，好。对不起，对不起。我很抱歉。 Okay. Okay, alright, alright. I'm sorry, I'm sorry. I'm sorry.
让他走吧。 Let him go.
滚出去! Get out of here!
下次我一定会打碎点什么东西的。 You know, next time I will break something.
小病，我只是…我只是想来多拿点儿，好吗? Sicky, I just... I was coming to get-- get more shit, okay?
这是你犯浑的额外费用。 This is extra for bein' an asshole.
-我很感激。-他妈的… - I appreciate it. - Get the fuck...
他妈的混蛋。 Fuckin' asshole.
哟。 Yo.
看到以前认识的人了吗? See anyone from back in the day?
比如谁? Like who?
我不知道。你见过约翰尼吗? I don't know. You ever see Johnny?
没有，他离开了。 Nah, he's gone.
在长岛娶了个小妞，然后搬了出去。 Married some chick in Long Island and moved out there.
嗯。安东尼怎么样? Hmm. How about Anthony?
不，他五年前就被抛弃了。 No, he got dropped, like, five years ago.
没有大便。-他有天晚上喝醉了 No shit. - He was fucked up one night
和这些多米尼加人闹翻了 and started shit with these Dominicans.
有个混蛋捅了他。 Some asshole stabbed him.
你见过我的孩子吗? You ever see my kid?
拜托，我只是问问而已。 Come on, I'm just askin'.
他长得怎么样? What's he like?
我他妈的不知道。 I don't fuckin' know.
我从来没跟他说过话。 I never really speak to him or nothin'.
你能帮帮我吗? You think you can help me out?
我已经在帮你了。 I'm already helpin' you out.
我要见他，史蒂夫。 I wanna see him, Steve.
听着，我不想掺和进来。我告诉过你。 Look, I don't wanna get in the middle. I told you.
我不太了解这孩子。 I don't really know the kid.
我都不知道他长什么样。 I don't even know what he looks like.
嗯，把他指给我看。 Just, like, point him out to me.
你得把过去抛在脑后 You need to keep the past behind you
别再做搅屎棍了。 and stop tryin' to stir shit up.
拜托，伙计。这么多年，我都没见过他。 Come on, man. All these years, I haven't seen him.
我只是想见见他。 I just wanna see him.
通常他都在这附近。 Now, usually he's around here.
我没看见他。也许在院子。 I don't see him. Maybe the courts.
哦! Oh!
你摔了! You slammed it!
他在这儿吗? Is he here?
哦,是的。他来了。 Oh, yeah. There he is.
——在哪里?-在那边。 - Where? - Over there.
- 31。 - Thirty-one.
放回去。——(球员)哦! Put it back. - [players]Oh!
是啊，不错! Yeah, nice one!
拜托，伙计。 Come on, man.
-嘿，你在干什么? - Hey, what are you doin'?
我要去打篮球了。 I'm gonna go shoot some hoops.
我们走吧。 Let's go.
-走吧。我们走吧。-走吧。 - Let's go. Let's go. - Let's go.
检查。检查。 Check up. Check up.
-[咕噜声]-哦，是的。 - [grunts] - Oh, yeah.
是的,是的。是的,是的。 Yeah, yeah. Yeah, yeah.
我们上吧。我们上吧。赢家的球。 Let's go. Let's go. Winner's ball.
-检查一下。-上吧。我们上吧。 - Check up. - Let's go. Let's go.
-我在切入，我在切入。-不，不，不，不! - I'm cuttin', I'm cuttin'. - No, no, no, no, no, no!
是的,是的。是的,是的。 Yeah, yeah. Yeah, yeah.
一路走下去，汤米。一路走下去，汤米。 All the way, Tommy. All the way, Tommy.
开始吧。球了。球了。 Here we go. Ball up. Ball up.
-快点，吉米，起来!-你没事吧? - Come on, Jimmy, get up! - You okay?
我很好。 I'm fine.
-检查一下。检查。-开始了。开始吧。 - Check up. Check up. - Here we go. Here we go.
-上吧。我们上吧。上吧。-是的。 - Let's go. Let's go. Let's go. - Yeah.
-传给我，汤米!-不，不，不，不! - Back to me, Tommy! - No, no, no, no, no, no!
-嘿，你。哟!——(呻吟) - Hey, yo. Yo! - [groans]
-停，停，停!-[玩家]哦! - Cut, cut, cut! - [players] Oh!
-怎么回事，伙计?-得了吧，我们扯平了。 - Yo, what the fuck, man? - Oh, come on, we even now, man.
-操，你是说"我们扯平了"?-疼吗? - Fuck you mean "we even"? Even? - Oh, did that hurt?
-我要操死你。-拜托!我知道你想要。 - I'll fuck you up, man. - Come on! I know you want it.
-嘿，嘿，嘿-我不怕你… - Hey, hey, hey. - I'm not afraid of you...
——婊子!来吧!-听着，听着，听着。 - Bitch! Come on! - Listen, listen, listen.
别碰那孩子，伙计。他只有你一半大。 Leave the kid alone, man. He's half your size.
-别挡我的路。-拜托!你什么都不是! - Get the fuck out of my way. - Come on! You got nothin'!
-别傻了。-你说谁蠢? - Don't be stupid. - Who you callin' stupid?
哇!-冷静点，伙计。寒冷,人。 Whoa! - Yo, chill, man. Chill, man.
不值得。不值得。你看到了吗? It's not worth it. It's not worth it. - [player] Did you see that?
拜托，伙计。我们来玩吧。 Come on, man. Let's just play.
我们来玩吧。(拍手)传球。 Let's just play. [claps hands] Ball up.
我们来玩吧，伙计。来吧。-别这样。 Let's just play, man. Come on. - Come on.
我们来玩吧。-算了吧。 Let's just play. - Let's forget it.
来吧。让我们玩。-开始了。开始吧。 Come on. Let's play. - Here we go. Here we go.
检查。检查。 Check up. Check up.
这就是你怎么玩的。良好的发挥。良好的发挥。 That's how you make a play. Good play. Good play.
好了。-就是这样。 There you go. - That's it.
我吗?不，是他，伙计。是他挑起的。 Me? No, it's him, dude. He started it.
这是游戏的一部分。这没什么大不了的。-好的，再见。 It's part of the game. It's not that big a deal. - Yeah, see you later.
不，你很好，伙计。-再见。 No, you good, man. - See ya.
嘿,哟。 Hey, yo.
你为什么这么做?-做什么? Why'd you do that? - Do what?
你就这么受得了吗? Are you just gonna take that hit?
你应该让他的屁股吃土。 You should've dropped his bum ass.
没有意义，伙计。 There's no point, man.
这样做不会有什么好结果。 Nothing good would've come of it.
不，你得让他们直接出来，好吗? No, you gotta set dudes straight out here, alright?
你得让他们知道他们不能欺负你。 You gotta let 'em know they can't fuck with you.
嘿,听着。你得控制住它，否则它会控制你。 Yo, listen. You gotta control that shit or it will take over.
嗯。通过"控制那该死的东西" Huh. By "control that shit,"
你是说让男人打你的脸吗? do you mean letting dudes punch you in the face?
因为去他妈的。 'Cause fuck that.
也许你该改变你的人生观了。“管好你的狗屎。” Might wanna change your philosophy. "Control your shit."
(模糊聊天) [indistinct chatter]
嘿。他总是那样吗? Hey. Is he always like that?
吉米就是这样。 That's just Jimmy.
他妈的。 Fuck.
他还没来? He's not here yet?
不，他崩溃了。 Nah, he flaked.
你说这家伙很有条理。 You said this guy had his shit together.
听起来像是在电话里说的。 Well, it sounded like it on the phone.
现在我们继续找。好的鼓手很难找到。 Now we'll keep lookin'. Good drummers are hard to find.
那么，我们没有其他人选了吗? So, we got no one else lined up?
不。你想把事情做好 Nope. You wanna do it right,
我们应该去奥斯汀或者纳什维尔。 we should go to fuckin' Austin or Nashville.
兄弟，我不会再这样了。 Bro, I'm not doing this again.
哦 伙计。那边的人喜欢音乐。(嗅探) Oh, man. People love music down there. [sniffs]
你知道，有真正的音乐家，真正的演奏场所， You know, there's-- there's real musicians, real places to play,
你甚至不需要做得很好。 and you don't even have to be good.
嗯，人们仍然喜欢它。 Mm. People still like it.
我不想再谈这个了。我们来玩吧。 I'm tired of talkin' about this. Let's just play.
你怎么了? What's up with you?
你心情不好。 You're in a shit mood.
杀我哥哥的凶手今天假释了， My brother's killer got off parole today,
今天真是糟糕透了。 so it's been a particularly shitty day.
这是正确的。-是的。 That's right. - Yeah.
他妈的。我们今晚出去玩，玩得开心，把你的心事忘掉。 Fuck it. We'll go out tonight, have fun, get your mind off it.
我不能。我和洛莉有约了。 I can't. I got plans with Lori.
那就他妈的取消吧。 Then fuckin' cancel 'em.
不行 伙计。我真的很想见她。 Nah, man. I really wanna see her.
这是怎么回事? What's goin' on with that?
看起来你几个月前就想分手了。 Seemed like you wanted to split for months.
我不知道。也许我搞错了。 I don't know. Maybe I was confused.
不，我听你说得很清楚。 No, you sounded pretty clear to me.
听着，伙计，我们玩吧。 Look, dude, let's just play.
你为什么不打电话告诉我你会早点过来? Why didn't you call me and tell me you were comin' over early?
我会做好准备的。-[嘲笑]什么，我要预约吗? I would have got ready. - [scoffs] What, I gotta make an appointment?
不，我只是很高兴知道你要来。 No, would have just been nice to know you were coming.
你好吗，凯莎?-嗨。 How you doin', Keysha? - Hey.
你要怎么做?你看起来很好。 What do you gotta do? You look great.
我得去洗个澡。 I have to get in the shower.
很好，我会来的。-不，现在不行。好吧? Good, I'll come. - No, not now. Okay?
你们要去哪? So, where you guys going?
去一家叫Osari的寿司店。 Uh, to this, uh, sushi place, Osari.
——酷。——嗯。 - Cool. - Mm-hmm.
你们觉得你们能不干场架就吃完晚饭吗? You guys think you can make it through dinner without a fight?
是啊，现在一切都不一样了。 Yeah, well, things are gonna be different now.
我陷得太深了，我甚至无法想象有什么办法能出来。 [man] I was in so deep, I couldn't even imagine a way to get out.
我每天都在射击 I was shootin' every day
蹲在这个废弃的建筑里。 and squatting in this abandoned building.
然后我就进了急诊室 Next thing I know, I'm in an emergency room.
不。我很幸运能活着。 Nah. I'm lucky to be alive.
感谢我的超能力 Thanks to my higher power,
我已经工作了六个月了。 I have six months under my belt.
非常感谢你的分享。 Thank you so much for sharing.
还有谁想分享一下吗? Would anyone else like to share?
确定。 Sure.
我是亚当，我是个瘾君子。 I'm Adam, I'm an addict.
你好,亚当。-嗨，亚当。 Hi, Adam. - Hi, Adam.
坐了十三年牢，三年假释。 Did 13 years time, three years parole.
今天是我的最后一天。 Today's my last day.
我内心有个习惯 I caught a habit inside,
我已经戒了五年了 and, uh, I've been clean now for five years.
但真正的大新闻是， But the really big news is that, uh,
自从我儿子还是个婴儿以来，我第一次见到他。 I met my son for the first time since he was a baby.
这些年来我一直在想这件事， You know, I thought about it all these years,
第一次见到他会是什么感觉。 what it would be like to meet him for the first time.
哇! Wow!
是的。 Yeah.
是的。你知道， Yeah. You know, uh,
当我还是个孩子的时候，我们必须写我们最喜欢的英雄。 when I was a kid, we had to write about our favorite heroes.
和其他孩子一样， And like most of the other kids,
我想我写的是蝙蝠侠或蜘蛛侠。 I think I wrote about Batman or Spider-Man.
但是有一个孩子， But this one kid,
他写了关于他父亲的事。 he wrote about his father.
这一直困扰着我，你知道吗? And that just always stuck with me, you know?
比如，没有超能力， Like, no superpowers,
只是一个普通人。和… just an ordinary guy. And...
他的孩子选择了他而不是超人。 his kid picked him over Superman.
我觉得我得到了第二次机会。 I feel I got, like, a second chance.
我知道我还有第二次机会。和… I know I got a second chance. And...
16年后， after 16 years,
我有希望。(吸气) I got hope. [breathes in]
是的。 Yeah.
找了份新工作，新地方。 Got a new job, new place.
而且，你知道，尽管我的前任今天早上当着我的面把门关上了， And, you know, even though my ex slammed the door in my face this mornin',
我相信她见到我一定很高兴。 I'm sure she was happy to see me.
她会回心转意的。 [man] She'll come around.
是吗?-是的。 Yeah? - Yeah.
我不知道。 I don't know.
这该死的交通。这是个玩笑? This fuckin' traffic. This a joke?
人们就是不会开车。来吧!谢谢你！ People just can't fuckin' drive. Come on! Thank you.
那么，你为什么突然变了? So, um, why the sudden change?
发生了什么事? What happened?
听着，那天晚上我做了个梦。 Look, the other night I had this dream.
你找到了别人。 And, uh, you found someone else.
你甚至不愿和我说话。 You wouldn't even talk to me.
所以，因为你有一个梦想， So, because you had a dream,
现在你想让事情顺利进行。 now you wanna make things work.
不。你—— No. You--
你是我生命中唯一美好的东西。 You're the only good thing in my life.
是啊，你现在才这么说。 Yeah, you say that now.
你知道发生了多少事吗? You know how much is goin' on right now?
我是说，这一切都是我妈的事。 I mean, all this shit poppin' up with my Ma.
现在这混蛋自由了。只是，太多了! Now this asshole's free. Just, it's-- it's a lot!
是的，我知道。但你得试着看过去。 Yeah, I know. But you gotta try and look past it.
这就是一团糟，好吗? It's just fucked up, okay?
是啊，当一件事结束了，你就得放手。 Yeah, when something's over, you gotta let it be over.
你得。-我懂。我明白了。我他妈的明白了，好吗? You gotta-- - I get it. I get it. I fuckin' get it, alright?
你为什么生气?-我没生气! Why're you getting mad? - I'm not mad!
你在对我大喊大叫。-我只是…拜托!我他妈没喊! You're yelling at me. - I'm just-- Come on! I'm not fuckin' yellin'!
你刚才在对我大喊大叫!-我才不要 Right now you were yelling at me! - I'm not fuckin'--
如果你要当混蛋，那就带我回家吧。-现在我他妈成了混蛋了? If you're gonna be an asshole, then just take me home. - Oh, now I'm a fucking asshole?
你他妈开什么玩笑?-没错，你他妈就是个混蛋! Are you fucking kidding me? - Yeah, you are a fuckin' asshole!
哦,狗屎。哦,狗屎! Oh, shit. Oh, shit!
我很抱歉。你没事吧?-带我回家吧。 I'm sorry. You okay? - Just take me home.
不，洛莉，求你了。我很抱歉。那是个意外! No, Lori, please. I'm sorry. It was an accident!
带我回家，好吗?-洛莉，对不起。 Fucking take me home, okay? - Lori, I'm sorry.
快停车!他妈的停车! Just stop the car! Stop the fucking car!
那是个意外!洛莉，那是个意外! It was an accident! Lori, it was an accident!
洛莉，别这样!滚回车里去，洛莉! Lori, come on! Get back in the fucking car, Lori!
来吧!Lori ! Come on! Lori!
去你妈的! Fuck you!
别特么放在桌子上。 Not on the fuckin' table.
我还找到了莫莉的新货源。 I also got a new source for Molly.
非常干净，不上头。 Real clean, not speedy.
没有掺粉粉末末之类的。 No powder shit.
看看我们找到谁了。 Look who we found.
好久没见了。 Been a while.
ER，伙计，我本来要来看你的。 Oh, E.R., man, I was gonna come to see you.
我们到外面谈吧。 Let's talk outside.
跟我们一起出来吧。会很有趣的。 Come outside with us. It'll be fun.
好吧!好吧。 Okay! Okay.
把他扶起来。 Pick him up.
好吧。好的,等等。我—— Okay. Okay, wait. I--
我只是需要一点时间。我会把欠你的都还给你。 I just need a little more time. I'm gonna get you everything I owe you.
我知道你会的。 I know you will.
我发誓我要来看你的。 I swear I was gonna come to see you.
求求你。求你了，我很抱歉，伙计。 Please, please. Please, I'm-- I'm sorry, man.
嘘。我知道，我知道。 Shh. I know, I know.
我以我母亲的生命起誓。 I swear on my mother's life.
我喜欢你，所以我给你个选择。 I like you, so I'm gonna give you a choice.
哦,我的……天啊，谢谢你。谢谢你！ Oh, my... Oh, my God, thank you. Thank you.
哦，哦，操。好吧。 Oh, oh, fuck. Okay.
好的,等待。 Okay, wait.
-你想要哪只眼睛?——别啊。天哪，不，求你了。 - Which eye do you want? - No. God, no, please.
选一个，不然我两个都拿。——没有。 Pick one or I'm takin' both. - No.
我的天啊。-这个… Oh, my God. - This one...
还是这个? or this one?
天啊，不要，求你了，别这样。 God, no, please, stop.
趁还来得及，最好快点选。 Better pick fast before it's too late.
不!哦，天哪，别这样，求你了! No! Oh, God, no, please stop!
好吧，好的，好的! Okay, right, right!
王八蛋，我衣服上沾了血。 Motherfucker, got blood on my shit.
我会因为这个就宰了你。-妈的!哦,上帝! I would've killed you just for that. - Oh, fuck! Oh, God!
快把我的钱给我! Now get me my fuckin' money!
我们回去喝一杯吧。 Let's go back inside and have a drink.
走了。 Gotta go.
这货他妈的在哪儿? Where the fuck is he?
就在这里。 Right up here.
伙计们，怎么了? Yo, guys, what's up?
搞什么鬼? What the fuck?
你觉得好笑吗?——什么? Is this funny to you? - What?
我说:“你觉得这有趣吗?” I said, "Do you find this funny?"
不 伙计。 No, man.
你确定吗?因为我听说你觉得这很好笑。 Are you sure? 'Cause I heard you find this hilarious.
抱歉，伙计，我...我没别的意思。 Sorry, man, I-- I didn't mean anything.
一定要让你和你的白痴朋友知道 Make sure you and your fuckin' idiot friends know
没人敢惹迈克。 no one fucks with Mike.
好了，好了，我明白了。 Okay, okay, I got you.
扔下去。 Toss him.
我的荣幸。 My fucking pleasure.
——啊。-嗨。 - Ugh. - Hey.
你看起来不错。-你想要什么? You look good. - What do you want?
你说上次我没问就来了，所以我是来问的。 You said last time I came without asking, so I came to ask.
问什么? Ask what?
你知道的，吉米。 You know, Jimmy.
我的天啊。 Oh, my God.
你想都别想。 Don't you dare even think about it.
不是你想的那样。 It's not like you think.
你以为你能突然闯入他的生活吗? You think you can just pop into his life?
我一直很努力地维持生计。 I've worked really hard to keep things together.
我可不想让他奇怪为什么突然来了个有前科的人 I don't need him wondering why all of a sudden he's got some ex-con
叫他儿子。-嗨。 calling him son. - Hey.
他不知道你和你的所作所为。 He doesn't know about you and what you did.
我本来不想说的-去你妈的。 Well, I wasn't gonna say any-- - Oh, fuck off.
离我远点! Just stay away!
我什么都不想告诉他。 Wasn't gonna tell him anything.
你不接电话。你他妈的昨晚去哪了? You don't answer your phone. Where the fuck were you last night?
我没听到。我在排练。 I didn't hear it. I was rehearsing.
浪费时间真的需要练习吗? Does wasting my time really need practice?
今天得卖点莫利的货出去。 Gotta move some Molly today.
所以呢?-所以我需要你把它捡起来 So? - So I need you to pick it up
来自新的供应商。 from the new supplier.
这是一笔相当大的交易。 It's a sizable deal.
你能赚200块。- 200吗? You get 200 for it. - 200?
是的。 Yeah.
你应该带个人一起来。 You should bring someone with you.
我他妈该拿这个怎么办? What the fuck am I gonna do with this?
这破玩意可能连火都不会开。 This old piece of shit probably doesn't even fire.
这里面连个弹夹都没有。给我一个新的。 There's not even a clip in here. Give me one of the new ones.
给我一把帅气的枪。 Give me one of them handsome guns.
那些是用来卖的。 Those are for sellin'.
听着，你不需要开火。 Look, you don't need to fire it.
你只需要亮出它 You just have to flash it
这样他们就知道你不是在胡闹。 so they know you ain't fuckin' around.
在你带钱进来之前一定要先看看。 Make sure you see the shit before you bring in the cash.
你知道吗?去他妈的。 You know what? Fuck this.
给我一个新的，否则我就不干了。 Give me one of the new ones or I ain't doin' it.
给我两个新的。 Give me two of the new ones.
我还需要你的车。 I'm gonna need your car too.
你他妈的疯了? Lost your fuckin' mind?
谁也不许碰我的车。 No one touches my car.
那要花更长的时间。 It's gonna take longer then.
这孩子真有胆。 Balls on this kid.
你他妈想要什么，逼养的? What the fuck do you want, pussy?
你他妈在这儿干什么? What the fuck you doin' around here, huh?
打击吗?-是的。 Blow it? - Yeah.
给，拿着这个。 Here, take this.
你疯了吗?-拿着吧 You crazy? - Just-- just take it.
呃，是莱夫让我来的。 Uh, Leff-- Leff sent me.
谁? Who?
嗯… Um...
哦,糟了。 Oh, shit.
我，我，我在找艾尔。 Uh, I'm, I'm-- I'm lookin' for Al.
问是谁? Who's asking?
莱夫没给你打电话吗? Did, did Leff not-- not call you?
莱夫到底是谁? Who the fuck is Leff?
我在跟你开玩笑。 I'm fuckin' with you.
快进来 Come on in.
你拿到我的钱了吗? You got my money?
该死的东西在哪儿? W-where's the shit?
没有钱，就没有货。 No cash, no shit.
我得先看看。然后我就拿钱。 I-I gotta see it first. Then I'll get-- then I'll get the money.
乔，给他看看。 Geo, show him the shit.
如果我回来的时候这东西还没摆上桌子， If that shit is not on the table when I come back,
我们会有他妈的麻烦的。 we're gonna have a fuckin' problem.
哦。 Uh-oh.
去拿我的钱，硬汉。 Go get my money, tough guy.
是的。 Yeah.
那包。 The-the bag.
小心我的背后。 Watch my back.
从车上?你想让我打911吗?你想让我怎么做? From the car? You, like, you want me to call 911? What do you want me to do?
操！ Shit.
什么都没有。 Nothing.
该死的。 Damn it.
等一下。 Just a minute.
我们在这里都很开心。 We're all happy here.
你要冷静。这他妈的不是疤面煞星。 You gotta chill. This ain't fuckin' Scarface.
给莱夫问好。 Give your boy Leff my love.
该死的莱夫总有一天会害死我的。 Fuckin' Leff's gonna get me killed one of these days.
那家伙是你叔叔。 The dude's your uncle.
不，他是个混蛋。 No, he's an asshole.
我承担了所有的风险。他拿走了所有的钱。 I take all the risks. He takes all the cash.
那就自己干吧。 Then get your own shit goin'.
是啊，我一直在想这件事。 Yeah, I've been thinkin' about that.
我和莱夫在贾马尔的婴儿床前。 I was with Leff at this woman Jamal's crib.
她有很多事情要做。这是——这是纯海洛因。 She's got this great deal goin'. It's-- it's pure heroin.
她在告诉莱夫 She was telling Leff
他能赚四万美元。 he could make, like, 40 grand profit.
你要开始推H了吗?你他妈的疯了? You gonna start pushing H now? You fuckin' crazy?
不，让我说完。我们合计一下值多少，好吧? N-no, let me finish. We find out how much, right?
然后我们去找ER，告诉他我们会卖给他。 Then we go to E.R. and we tell him we'll-we'll sell it to him.
"我们"是什么意思?谁是ER? What do you mean "we"? And who's E.R.?
他是我叔叔的毒贩之一。 He's-he's one of my uncle's dealers.
听着，我们标价，大概一万块。 Listen, we mark it up, like, ten grand.
然后我们从ER那拿钱， Then we go and get the money from E.R.,
我们买给他，就这么简单。 we buy it for him, and that's fuckin' it.
我们可以用那笔钱离开这里，去奥斯汀。 We can use that money to get the fuck out of here and head to Austin.
你说莱夫会害死你吗? And you say Leff's gonna get you killed?
去鲍比家? Going to Bobby's place?
我不是想去鲍比家，伙计。 I'm not tryin' to go to Bobby's, man.
为什么不?上次真是一团糟 Why not? It was some shit last time.
每次我要走，看到他的狗和屎… Every time I gotta go, and I see his dog and shit...
-他养的是什么品种的狗?-他比里奇强。 - What breed dog does he have? - He's better than Ricky.
酷。我会的。 Cool. I'll do that.
嘿,你!——哟。 Hey, yo! - Yo.
我回头再找你们，好吗? Uh, I'll catch up with y'all, okay?
是的。 Yeah.
你一直在控制自己吗? You, uh, been controlling your shit?
是的。你想抽烟吗? Yeah. You wanna smoke?
不,谢谢。我很好。 No, thanks. I'm good.
好吧。 Alright.
该死的。你画的? Damn. You drew that?
是的。 Yeah.
那真是太棒了。 That's like really dope.
你就是这么做的吗?你，你是不是像个 Is that what you do? You are-- are you like a--
一个艺术家，一个漫画人?-我倒希望如此。 an artist, a comic book guy? - I wish.
那些家伙做的面包很好吃。 Those guys make pretty good bread.
你画吗? You draw?
我吗?不。我太烂了。 Me? Nah. I suck at that shit.
你试过吗? You ever try?
没有,这玩意像是...是天生的，你知道吗? No, like... No, you gotta be, like, born with that, you know?
这就像学着写自己的名字，可懂? It's-- it's like learnin' to write your name, you know?
你写的次数够多了 You-you write it enough times,
你想都不用想就能写出任何东西。 you can write anything without even thinkin' about it.
是的，我是说，这有点不一样。 Yeah, I mean, that's a bit different.
好吧。看看这个。 Alright. Check this out.
伙计，我说了我不会画画。 Dude, I just told you I can't draw.
好吧。-试试吧。 Alright. - Just try.
用你的板子。 Use your board.
好吧。照着我做就行了。 Alright. Just copy what I do.
是的。-又好又简单。 Yeah. - Nice and simple.
做这个形状。 Make this shape.
是的,好的。 Yeah, okay.
跟着线走就行了。 Just follow the line.
像这样吗? Like that?
对，对，对。 Yeah, yeah, yeah.
好了。 Nice.
下面这个。另一种形状，就像这样。 Now, the one just below. Another shape, just like this.
又好又简单。 Nice and simple.
是的，你会了。 Yeah, you got it.
我们在他的牙龈上弄点牙齿。 Let's stick some teeth on his gums.
好了! Nice!
是的，你会了。是的。 Yeah, you got it. Yeah.
弄点头发怎么样? How about some hair?
头发吗?可以啊。 Hair? Alright.
是的。这家伙是谁? Yeah. Who is this guy?
我都不记得了。 I don't even remember.
我从小就开始画他。 I've been drawin' him since I was a kid.
草。-很好。 Shit. - It's good.
真的不错。真的很好。 It's really good. It's really good.
真不敢相信这是我画出来的。 I can't believe I just did that.
看到了吗?你是天生的。 See? You're a natural.
哟,吉米! Yo, Jimmy!
好的，我马上就到! Yeah, I'll be right there!
嗯… Um...
我可以留着这个吗? can I keep this?
确定。 Sure.
是吗?-你画的。 Yeah? - You drew it.
是的，我想是的。 Yeah, I guess I did.
那我们回头见，好吗? Um, I'll see you around, though, right?
回头见。 See you around.
哇!是枪炮与他妈的霉鬼乐队。 Wow! It's Guns N' Fuckin' Losers.
类固醇起作用了，伙计。你看起来不错。 Steroids are workin', man. You look good.
小心那玩意。 Careful with that shit.
每个一百。 Hundred each.
我以为你说的是200。-是的。 I thought you said 200. - Yeah.
一个给你，一个给他。 One for you, one for him.
怎么回事，莱夫? Well, what the fuck, Leff?
你不是这么说的。你他妈不是这么说的。 That's not what you said. That's not what you fuckin' said.
我差点就没命了。-那是一次简单的接送。 I could have been killed. - That was a simple pickup.
一个简单的接送?——嗯。 A simple pickup? - Hmm.
我以为这是笔不小的交易。 I thought it was a sizable deal.
如果你相信这些，那你就比你看起来傻多了。 If you believe that, then you're dumber than you look.
ER，你好吗? E.R., how you doin'?
急诊室-急诊室，伙计，怎么了? E.R. - E.R., man, what's up?
那是ER?-是的。 That's E.R.? - Yeah.
最后一件事是开枪。 The last shit was fire.
莱夫是对的。你比你看上去还笨。 Leff's right. You are dumber than you look.
我得走了。你不想要你的钱吗? I gotta go. - Don't you want your money?
留着吧。 Keep it.
这是好东西。 It's that good shit.
莫莉怎么样? What about the Molly?
如果你感兴趣的话，我在卖枪。 I'm sellin' some guns if you're interested.
好吧。拿出来瞅瞅。 Alright. Bust 'em out.
我有两把格洛克手枪。 I got two Glocks.
啧啧。他妈的快点。 Tsk. Hurry the fuck up.
另一个呢?-伊莱拿到了 The other one? - Eli's got it.
你让他带着我的东西走了?你他妈的在想什么? You let him walk out with my shit? What the fuck you thinkin'?
我会拿回来的。你要我去追他吗? I'll get it back. Do you want me to run after him?
可别跟我玩消失! Don't you disappear!
我们今晚得去交货。-[炮声] We gotta make a drop tonight. - [gun clacks]
我刚拖过地，你要把它洒在我的地板上? I just mopped and you're gonna spill that all over my floor?
我什么也没洒。 I didn't spill anythin'.
你在干什么?-你从哪弄来的? What are you doin'? - Where did you get this?
我画出来了。-别骗我 I drew it. - Don't lie to me.
你到底有什么毛病?-你从哪弄来的? What the hell is your problem? - Where did you get this?
我刚说了我画了 I just told you I drew--
哦,他妈的。 Oh, fuck.
他妈的…… Fuckin'...
嘿,莱尼。最近怎么样? Hey, Lenny. How's it goin'?
嘿。天天一个屌样。 Hey. Same as every other day.
昨晚有个混蛋在点唱机后面吐了。 Some asshole puked behind the jukebox last night.
嗯，我知道。人们怎么了? Yeah, I know. What's wrong with people?
哦，我们只有瓶装酒。 Oh, we've only got bottles.
酒头没东西。 Nothing on tap.
开玩笑? You jokin'?
我看起来像在开玩笑吗? Do I look like I'm joking?
瓶装的任何东西吗? Anything in the bottles?
别自作聪明。 Don't be a wise ass.
哦，顺便说一下， Oh, and by the way,
灯坏了。 uh, the lights are fucked.
祝你好运。 Good luck.
你在开玩笑吧。 You gotta be kiddin' me.
-很高兴你来了。-我不饿。 - Glad you came. - I'm not hungry.
我知道你还在为那晚的事生气。 I know you're still pissed about the other night.
这不只是前几天晚上的事。 It's not just the other night.
宝贝，一切都会变的，好吗? Babe, things are gonna be different now, okay?
他们会。我-伊莱。 They will. I-- - Eli.
让我说完。-我做不到 Let me finish. - I can't do this.
我知道很长一段时间以来我一直很糟糕 I know I've been really messed up for a long time
这不是你的问题。-你听到了吗? and that's not your problem. - Do you hear me?
我受够了，好吗?这是结束了。 I'm done, okay? It's over.
你不是那个意思吧。 You don't mean that.
你还记得上个月吗 Do you remember last month,
当我告诉你我是多么的孤独和不受欢迎的时候 when I told you how alone and unwanted I felt?
你还记得你跟我说过什么吗? Do you remember what you told me?
这是一个错误。-你说"那就去找别人吧" That was a mistake. - You said, "Then go find someone else."
这就是你想告诉我的吗? Is that what you're tryin' to tell me?
你找到别人了?-这不是我的重点 You found someone else? - That's not my point.
但你做到了，对吧? But you did, right?
别这样，伊莱。 Come on, Eli.
我们太不一样了。 We're just too different.
就像我们想要不同的东西。 Like we want different things.
好像你喜欢这个地方。 Like you love this place.
我等不及要离开这里了。 I can't wait to get out of here.
这是你的家。-我讨厌这里。 This is your home. - I hate it here.
我不想成为那种刻薄的人 I don't wanna be one of those bitter people
谁让自己的生命白白流逝 who just let their lives pass them by
努力让结局平和。 tryin' to make ends meet.
我想看到一些东西。 I wanna see things.
去不同的地方。 Go different places.
这里只有他妈的失败者。 There's nothin' but fuckin' losers here.
我很抱歉。我不是说你。 I'm sorry. I didn't mean you.
请不要这样做。 Please don't do this.
你怎么能说一切都结束了? How can you say it's over?
因为一切都结束了。 'Cause it's been over.
已经过去很久了。 It's been over for a long time.
但我爱你。 But I love you.
不，你不需要。 No, you don't.
帕特里夏·厄尔的办公室。 Patricia Earl's office.
你好，厄尔小姐? Hi, Miss Earl?
嗨，我是唐娜。唐娜·泰勒，我们以前谈过。 Hi, this is Donna. Donna Taylor, we've spoken before.
是的，泰勒小姐。我能为您做些什么? Uh, yes, Miss Taylor. What can I do for you?
我真的很难过。亚当来过我家。 I'm really upset. Adam came by my house.
事实上，他来过两次。 Well, he came by twice, actually.
他伤害你了吗?你还好吗? Did he hurt you? Are you okay?
不。不,不。不是那样的。 No. No, no. Nothing like that.
发生什么事了吗，泰勒小姐? Did something happen or not, Miss Taylor?
我不想让他在我儿子身边。 I don't want him around my son.
你能确保他离我们远点吗? Can you make sure he stays away from us?
我儿子很容易受影响 My-my son is very impressionable,
然后发现亚当的事 and-and finding out about Adam
会让他走上错误的道路。 could send him down the wrong road.
你知道，他对他一无所知。 Y-you know, he know-- he knows nothing about him.
我以为有什么规则或法律 I-I thought there was some rule or law
他不能出现在这附近。 that he can't be in this neighborhood.
亚当假释期满了。我是说，他是个自由人。 Adam's finished his parole. I mean, he's a free man.
我不能强迫他进来 I-I can't force him to come in.
你能在办公室外面跟他谈谈吗? Well, can you talk to him outside the office?
我是说，如果我儿子受伤了怎么办 I mean, what happens if my son does get hurt
你老板发现我联系了你 and your boss finds out that I reached out to you?
好吧，我明白，但我不能。 Okay, I understand that, but I can't.
我只是想让你跟他谈谈，不是要逮捕他。 I'm-I'm, I'm just asking you to talk to him, not arrest him.
我很抱歉让你生气，但我也无能为力。 I'm sorry you're upset, but there's nothing I can do.
好吧。 Okay.
我从没想过她真的会分手。 I never thought she'd actually end it.
有时候人变了，就不再管用了。 Sometimes people change and it just doesn't work anymore.
这不是任何人的错。 It's no one's fault.
看看你。明白人。 Look at you. So wise.
我只是想说，如果你们总是吵架，那肯定有问题，对吧? I'm just sayin' if you're fightin' all the time, then something's wrong, right?
是的，但是每个人都会吵架。-是的。是的,也许吧。 Yeah, but everyone fights. - Yeah. Yeah, maybe.
也许你该向前看了。 Maybe it's time you move on.
考虑到她在和别人约会，我也这么认为。 Considering she's seeing someone else, yeah, I-I would think so.
她告诉你的? She told you that?
不完全是，但是…… Not exactly, but...
还有另外一个人。 there's someone else.
准备好了吗? Yo, you ready?
不，我有这种感觉。去喝杯啤酒什么的吧? No, I'm-I'm feelin' this. Go get a beer or something, huh?
你赢了。游戏结束。我们走吧。 You won. Game over. Let's go.
好吧。你想和我们一起去吗? Alright. You wanna come with us?
我们只是去快速降落一下。 We're just gonna make a quick drop.
不,伙计。我要离开这里。 Nah, dude. I'm gettin' out of here.
哦，别这样，别软弱。 Oh, come on, don't be weak.
啊，我要回家了。——好的。 Ah, I'm goin' home, yeah. - Alright.
给你。 Here you go.
谢谢你,帅哥。 Thanks, handsome.
哦! Oh!
来吧。嘘! Come on. Boo!
对不起,伙计们。明天就能修好。 Sorry, guys. It'll be fixed by tomorrow.
我们走吧。-等一下。我马上回来。 Let's go. - One second. I'll be back.
你知道那是谁吗? You know who that is?
不。谁? No. Who?
就是杀了伊莱弟弟的人。 It's the guy who killed Eli's brother.
就像什么都没发生过一样。 Comes back here like nothin' happened.
那家伙真他妈厉害，对吧? Fuckin' balls on that guy, right?
那个混蛋，很容易得手。 That asshole, will be an easy score.
轻松的工作。 Light work.
你，你什么意思? What do you-- what do you mean?
一个想在外面闯荡的人，不想惹麻烦，对吧? A guy tryin' to make it on the outside, don't want any trouble, huh?
他会轻易交出钥匙。也许还会在我们离开时感谢我们。嗯? He'd hand the keys over easy. Probably even thank us when we leave. Hmm?
贱人想要改过自新，混蛋。 Bitch-ass tryna make good, motherfucker.
现在是一点钟。 It's one o'clock.
我们能谈谈吗? Can we talk?
谈什么? What for?
你为什么什么事都要跟我作对? Why do you have to fight me on everything?
对不起，我冲你吼了。 I'm sorry I yelled at you.
但你别再向我动手了，听到了吗? But don't you ever raise your hand to me again, you hear me?
你能告诉我这幅画是从哪来的吗? Now can you please tell me where you got that drawing?
你他妈有什么问题吗 What is your fuckin' problem with that--
请不要骂我。 Don't curse at me, please.
我说过是我画的? I told you I drew it, alright?
公园里有个人教我怎么做。 Some guy in the park showed me how.
就是这样。——好的。 That's it. - Okay.
好吧。 Okay.
很抱歉我说你是骗子。 I'm sorry I called you a liar.
那家伙想干什么? What did that guy want?
没什么吧。我不知道。 Nothin'. I don't know.
为什么? Why?
嗯… Well...
当时他在这 he was here.
你认识他? You know him?
是的。 Yeah.
然后呢? And?
嗯… And...
我从没想过他会回来，但是… I never thought he'd come back, but...
他回来了。 he did.
他是你父亲。 He's your father.
怎么啦？ What?
好吧。 Okay.
他想要什么?-谁知道，谁在乎? What does he want? - Who knows and who cares?
你是什么意思?你跟他谈过了吗? What do you mean? Did, um, did you talk to him?
我们不需要和他谈。-为什么? We don't need to talk to him. - Why not?
这样做不会有什么好处。 Nothing good will come from that.
你怎么知道的?-我就是知道，相信我! How-how do you know that? - I just know, trust me!
你能给我一个真实的答案吗? C-can you give me a real answer?
看，什么都没变。 Look, nothing has changed.
就像我一直跟你说的，他离开了我们，毫不在乎。 Like I always told you, he left us and didn't care.
没有别的可知道的了。 There is nothing else to know.
别无他法…… Nothing else to...
我的一生， My whole life,
我不去见他，不知道他是谁。 I go without seein' him, knowing who he is.
你告诉我现在没什么好知道的了。 And you tell me there's nothing else to know now.
你怎么能这样对我说，妈妈? How can you even say that to me, Mom?
他没有什么可以给你的。 He has nothing to give you.
这是什么意思?-这说明他是个骗子! What does that mean? - It means he's a liar!
是他告诉你他是你父亲还是我告诉你的? Did he tell you he was your father or did I just tell you?
这些年他在哪里? Where was he all these years?
你住院的时候他在哪里?没有。 Where was he when you were in the hospital? Nowhere.
看。 Look.
看着我。 Look at me.
听起来会很难受。 This is gonna be hard to hear.
但他离开我们是因为他不想要我们。 But he left us because he didn't want us.
他做出了他的选择，现在我们也要做出我们的选择。 He made his choices and now we need to make ours.
好吗? Okay?
好吧? Okay?
谢谢你！ Thank you.
我爱你。 I love you.
你要去哪里? Where you goin', huh?
嗯?-你他妈在这儿干什么? Huh? - The fuck you doin' around here?
听着，听着，我不想惹麻烦，好吗? Hey, listen, look, I don't want any trouble, okay?
我还以为你很厉害呢?你是坏蛋? I thought you were badass, hmm? You a badass?
怎么了，嗯?我以为你是个杀人犯。 What's the matter, hmm? I thought you were a killer.
你是个杀人犯，对吧? You're a murderer, right?
你这个变态。嗯?-[病态的咯咯笑] You sick fuck. Huh? - [Sicky chuckles]
操，你他妈的 Fuck, you fuckin'-
草泥马。 Motherfucker.
喂? Hello?
你不会相信我们刚刚遇到了谁。 You won't believe who we just ran into.
谁? Who?
亚当·迪沙佛。 Adam DeSalvo.
等等,什么?-你听到了。 Wait, what? - You heard me.
他在镜子酒吧工作。 He works in that bar, The Mirror.
我们刚把那混蛋打得屁滚尿流。 We just kicked the shit out of that asshole.
你欠我个大人情。是真的吗? You owe me big, man. You bein' serious?
他真是个娘炮。他甚至没有还手。 He is such a pussy, dude. He didn't even fight back.
不，不，他……他不可能在这里。 No, no, he... he can't be here.
嗯，他是。 Well, he is.
伙计，我们应该把那酒吧拆了然后栽赃给他。 Dude, we should rip off that bar and frame his ass.
哦，这倒提醒了我。我得把枪拿回来。 Oh, that reminds me. I need to get that gun back.
莱夫在烦我。 Leff's bustin' my balls about it.
嗯，是的，是的。当然,当然。 Um, yeah, yeah. Sure, sure.
工作怎么样? So, how's the job?
呃，还凑合。 Yeah, it's alright.
这地方很破旧，但还在赚钱。 Place is pretty run-down, but it's payin'.
你还觉得在酒吧工作是个好主意吗? Still think it's a good idea to be workin' at a bar?
我怀疑你是来骚扰我工作的。 I doubt you came here to hassle me about my job.
你想要什么? What do you want?
唐娜给我打电话了。 Donna called me.
她想让我来跟你谈谈。 She wanted me to come talk to you.
为什么?我什么都没做。 Why? I haven't done anything.
是啊，你去见她了。-是的，只是聊聊。 Yeah, you went to see her. - Yeah, it was just to talk.
是啊，她一直很坚决。 Yeah, and she's been adamant about that.
她不想让你靠近他们。 She doesn't want you anywhere near them.
她觉得不安全。-感觉不安全。 She doesn't feel safe. - Huh, doesn't feel safe.
天啊，我不相信我… God, I don't believe I...
听着,我…… Listen, I...
我不需要这破事再来找我。 I do not need this shit to come back on me.
你得小心点。 You need to be careful.
她可以提出一个虚假的申诉 She could make one false claim
就能把你再弄进去，而且会成功的。 just to get you back in, and it'll work.
所以她提出了申诉? So, uh, she filed a claim?
没有。 No.
而且我也不希望她这么做。 And I don't want her to.
嘿, Hey,
离她和那个孩子远点，好吗? stay clear of her and the boy, alright?
那个孩子…… That boy...
是我的儿子。 is my son.
嘿，不要低头! Hey, keep your head straight!
哦, 伙计。 Oh, man.
饿了吗? Hungry?
不饿，我吃过了。 No, I ate.
我能跟你说件事吗? Can I talk to you about somethin'?
当然可以，什么事? Sure, what's up?
嗯 我在想… So, um, I was thinkin'...
这总是一个好的开始。 It's always a good start.
我在想，嗯… I was thinkin', um...
嗯, Um,
我想我，我想我得做点别的事。 I think I-- I think I need to do somethin' else.
你是时候放弃乐队了。 It's about time you gave up on that band shit.
不。不，我是说… No. No, I mean, um...
我不想做我们现在做的事。 I don't wanna do the kinda shit we do.
嗯。 Hmm.
我们都干了些什么? What's the shit that we do?
看, Look,
我知道你一直在努力照顾我 I know you've been tryin' to look out for me
还有，还有帮助什么的，但是… and-and-and help and shit, but...
我受不了了。 I-I can't do this anymore.
只是，只是我不喜欢。 It's just-- it's just not in me.
我受不了了。我他妈的讨厌它。 I can't deal with it. I fuckin' hate it.
抱歉，迈克，你不能接受。 Oh, I'm sorry, Mike, you can't deal.
你太他妈特别了，你需要特殊待遇。 You're so fuckin' special, you need that special treatment.
拜托，伙计。-“拜托”? Come on, man. - "Come on"?
别他妈跟我说"拜托" Don't fuckin' "come on" me.
我一直在竭尽全力教你，帮助你 I've been bustin' my fuckin' ass to teach you, to help you,
这就是我得到的感谢吗?-不，不是—— and this is the thanks I get? - No, it's not--
不是那样的。-不是那样的吗? It's not like that. - It's not like that?
那是什么感觉，嗯? What's it like, huh?
请告诉我, Tell me,
你要怎么付我房租? how you gonna pay me rent?
我不用付你房租。 I don't pay you rent.
正确的。这是为我工作的福利之一。 Right. It's one of the perks for workin' for me.
你想走自己的路吗? You wanna go on your own way?
当然,很好。 Sure, fine.
但你得付我房租。 But then you gotta pay me rent.
这很好。是的，我会的。 That's fine. Yeah, I will.
你要怎么做? How you gonna do that?
我不知道。 I don't know.
我不知道，我会想办法的。 I don't know, I'll figure it out.
"想办法"? "Figure it out"?
迈克，你他妈太笨了，想不出来办法的。 Mike, you're too fuckin' dumb to figure it out.
自从你妈妈吸毒过量后我就一直在照顾你。 I've been caring you ever since your mother OD'd.
我从没要求，我从没要求你这么做。 I never asked-- I never asked you to do that.
是啊，因为你太蠢了，什么都不会问。 Yeah, 'cause you're too fuckin' stupid to ask anythin'.
你他妈是个混蛋，你知道吗? You're a fuckin' asshole, you know that?
我是混蛋? I'm the asshole?
嗯哼。 Mm-hmm.
你从出生起就是我的负担。 You've been a fuckin' burden ever since you were born.
我妹妹可能还活着 And my sister would probably still be alive
如果她没有压力的话 if she didn't have the stress
我不想把你养大。 of havin' to fuckin' raise you.
不要谈论我妈妈。 Don't talk about my mom.
嗯。 Hmm.
不要谈论我妈妈。 Don't talk about my mom.
是啊，你他妈要怎么做? Yeah, what are you gonna fuckin' do, hmm?
滚出我的房子。 Get the fuck out of my house.
你想当个硬汉吗? Oh, you wanna be a tough guy, hmm?
你想当硬汉吗? You wanna be a tough guy?
你想当个硬汉吗? You wanna be a fuckin' tough guy?
滚出我的房子。 Get the fuck out of my house.
滚出我的房子! Get the fuck out of my house!
发生了什么事? What happened?
她工作时晕倒了。 She collapsed at work.
哦, 糟糕。 Oh, shit.
是她的心脏。 It's her heart.
呃，打扰一下。你能告诉我发生了什么事吗? Um, excuse me. Can you tell me what's going on?
你是她儿子? You're her son?
是的。她会没事吗? Yeah. Is-is-- Is she gonna be okay?
她有心力衰竭。 She has heart failure.
好吧，比如，比如心脏病发作? Okay, like-- like a heart attack?
不，心脏病发作是指血液流向心脏受阻。 No, a heart attack is when there's blockage of blood flow to the heart.
心力衰竭是一种衰弱的心脏。 Heart failure is a weakened heart.
好吧,嗯…… Okay, um...
她一直在抱怨感到虚弱或疲倦吗? Has she been complaining about feeling weak or tired?
嗯,没有。 Um, no.
我是说，那天她腿肿了，但仅此而已。 I mean, the other day she had a swollen leg, but that's it.
那可能是因为她血液循环不良。 That was probably due to her poor circulation.
那么现在怎么办? So-so now what?
我们要做个全面检查做些血液测试 We're gonna do a full workup, run some blood tests,
找出原因和潜在的问题。 look to determine the cause and any underlying issues.
好吧，如果这种事再发生怎么办? Okay, w-well, what if it happens again?
她来对地方了。 She's in the right place.
哟。一对一的? Yo. A little one-on-one?
你准备好了吗?还是你怕我给你打蜡? You up for it? Or you scared I'll wax ya?
嘿。 Hey.
这是怎么回事? What's with that?
你想要什么? What do you want?
扮演爸爸?这就是你来这里的原因吗?来纠正我的错误? To play daddy? Is that why you're here? To set my shit straight?
好吧，她告诉你了? Alright, she-she told you, huh?
有什么好说的? What's to tell?
你操了她就走了。 You fucked her and left.
听着，让我跟你谈谈，求你了。 Hey, look, let me talk to you, please.
你知道吗?去你妈的。 You know what? Go fuck yourself.
听着，我不想骗你。 Look, I didn't wanna lie to you.
不，你不想骗我吧? Oh, no, you didn't wanna lie to me, huh?
你不想告诉我你的真实身份。 You didn't wanna tell me the truth of who you are.
你他妈的去哪了? Where the fuck you've been?
关于你的一切都是谎言。 Everything about you is a lie.
哟。 Yo.
哦, 草! Oh, shit!
他妈的,伊莱。-你他妈搞什么? Fuck, Eli. - Oh, yo, what the fuck?
你他妈在开玩笑吧?-世界卫生大会 You fuckin' kiddin' me? - Wha-
你这个混蛋! You piece of fuck!
停!停! Stop! Stop!
你他妈就是一坨屎! You're a fucking piece of shit!
-站住!——操!他妈的! - Just fucking stop! - Fuck! Fuck!
我完全把他给整了。我们应该告诉他的。 I totally fucked him. We should've-- we should've told him.
然后呢?那他就会无缘无故地发狂和搞破坏 And what? Then he would have been all mad and hurt for no reason.
那真是一团糟。-这真是他妈的一团糟。 It'd been a mess. - This is a fuckin' mess.
如果他没撞见我们， Well, if he didn't walk in on us,
我们会继续执行计划 we would have just continued with the plan
让他以为我们在一起了 and just let him think we got together
比如分手几个月后。 like a few months after the breakup.
他会为我们俩感到高兴的。你知道的。 He would have been happy for both of us. You know that.
是啊，现在说已经太迟了。 Yeah, well, it's fuckin' too late for that.
他对我很差，所以… Well, he treated me like shit, so...
是的，我知道。我很抱歉。 Yeah, I know. I'm sorry.
是的。我们需要比这更好的东西。 Yeah. We need somethin' better than this.
你应该得到更好的。 You deserve better.
我们应该得到更好的。 We deserve better.
我可能有机会。 I might have an opportunity.
我想去德州的奥斯汀。 Just thinkin' of goin' to Austin, Texas.
是吗?奥斯丁。 Yeah? Austin.
我有个朋友住在那里。她很喜欢。 I have a friend who lives out there. She loves it.
你觉得呢? Well, what-what do you think?
你是在叫我去吗? Are you asking me to go?
是的。——什么时候? Yeah. - When?
很快，就几天吧。 Uh, s-soon, like a few days.
那很快了。 That's very soon.
你住在哪里? Where are you staying?
还不知道。你想来吗? Don't know yet. You wanna come?
他妈的,当然。 Fuck, yeah.
是吗?真的吗?-是啊，真的。 Yeah? For real? - Yeah, for real.
别别别别别跟我玩，知道吗? Don't-don't-don't-- Don't play with me, you know?
是什么把我留在这里?我一直想去个地方，想去他妈的任何地方。 What's keeping me here? I've been dyin' to go somewhere, like fuckin' anywhere.
是的，我们可以，我们可以从头开始， Yeah, we can-- You know, we can start from scratch there,
成为我们想成为的人。 be whoever we wanna be.
我是说，去他妈的这个地方，对吧? I mean, fuck this place, right?
-这是什么?-这是为了好运。 - What's this? - This is for good luck.
开始吧。 Here we go.
加冰伏特加，帅哥。 Vodka rocks, handsome.
你男朋友呢? Where's your boyfriend?
哦，你想的是别人。 Oh, you're thinking of someone else.
不，是昨晚那个人。 No, the guy last night.
你吃醋了? You jealous?
我不是那种吃醋的人。 I'm not the jealous type.
哦 ,是啊。 Yeah, right.
好好喝吧。 Enjoy your drink.
啊!你已经回来了。 Ah! You come back already.
我告诉过你。我告诉过你。 I told you. I told you.
那么，我能进来吗? So, uh, can I come in or what?
嗯。进来。来吧。 Hmm. Come in. Come on.
请坐。 Take a seat.
那么，你来做什么? So, what's your business?
我是来谈你跟我说的那笔交易的 I'm, uh, here for that deal you were tellin' me about.
那个H? The-- the H?
嗯。 Hmm.
这不是给莱夫的吗? This ain't for Leff?
不。 No.
但我们没问题，对吧? But we're cool, right?
是的，是的，我们没问题，我的朋友。 Yeah, yeah, we cool, my friend.
嗯。 Hmm.
那这事就你知我知吧。 So, we keep this between you and me, then.
这不是莱夫的事。 This not a Leff thing.
嗯。对，这不是莱夫的事。 Right. Right, it's not a Leff thing.
他对这种事很紧张。 He gets nervous about shit like this.
嗯。我明白了。 Hmm. I understand.
所以… So...
所以,嗯… So, um...
这是怎么回事? What-what's the deal?
给你…… For you...
…3万。 ...30k.
太好了。 Great.
你带钱了吗? You have the money with you?
没有，但这不是问题。 No, but it's not a problem.
嗯。在这儿等一会儿。 Hmm. Wait here a minute.
走，走，走。回你的房间去。回你的房间去。 Go, go, go. Go back in your room. Go in your room.
你都准备好了。 You're all set.
一切都很好。 It's all good.
这是你要做的。 Here's what you do.
你会在11点见到这个人， You gonna meet this man, eleven o'clock,
明天晚上。 tomorrow night.
他会有你需要的。 He'll have what you need.
就这样?-就这样。 That's it? - That's it.
看到没?每个人都快乐。 You see? Everybody happy.
陪我溜达回家吗?离这儿不远。 Wanna walk me home? I'm not far.
好啊。 Sure.
我能做到。 I can do that.
-我做不到-你当然可以。 - I can't do this. - Sure, you can.
不。不,不。 No. No, no.
我不能。 I can't.
我有个孩子。 I got a kid.
我想和我的前女友和好。 And, uh, I'm tryin' to work things out with my ex.
认真的吗? Seriously?
是的。 Yeah.
哦,等等。 Oh, whatever.
我还能送你回家吗? I can still walk you home, though?
为什么? What for?
晚安,亲爱的。 Night, sweetie.
哦，这很酷。告诉他我是莱夫的外甥。 Oh, it-it's cool. Just tell him I'm-I'm Leff's nephew.
是的。 Yep.
我有个提议。 I got a proposition for you.
提议吗? 草。我直接跟莱夫说。 Proposition? Shit. I talk to Leff direct.
这不是莱夫的事。 Uh, this ain't Leff's deal.
那是谁的交易?-是我的。 Then whose deal is it? - It's mine.
我有一公斤纯的，干净的，白色的毒品。 I got a kilo of pure, clean, white H.
太便宜了。 It's a steal.
如果这么便宜，为什么莱夫不买? If it's such a steal, how come Leff ain't buyin'?
我妈妈，莱夫的妹妹 My mother, uh, Leff's sister
她搞砸了，吸毒过量了。 she fucked up and OD'd on the shit.
莱夫不愿碰它。 Leff won't go near it.
带我去见你的人。我直接处理。 Take me to your man. I'll deal directly.
你知道，我不能那么干。 Oh, you know, I can't do that.
来吧。你至少能赚10万。 Come on. You'll make at least a 100K.
这是纯的。你可以随便掺东西进去。 It's pure. You can cut it up like crazy.
多少钱? How much?
这是,嗯…… It's, um...
这是40 k。 It's 40K.
你被耍了。 You gettin' played.
不，这是真的。 No, it's for real.
好吧。把货给我，我就用现金付给你。 Alright. Bring it to me and I'll hit you with the cash.
不行，我要先拿钱。 No, I-I need the money up front.
我可没那么多钱。 I don't have it to just lay out like that.
所以你不是来做交易的 So, you ain't here makin' a deal,
你想要贷款。 you lookin' for a loan.
拜托，伙计，你了解我的。-我什么都知道。 Come on, man, you know me. - I know shit.
你想要贷款，那就和其他人一样。 You want a loan, then it's the same as everybody else.
这不是该死的红十字会，混蛋。 This ain't Red fuckin' Cross, motherfucker.
好吧。好吧。 Alright. Alright.
那就贷款给我吧。我明天晚上再来结账。 Then give me a loan. And, uh, I'll come back tomorrow night to settle up.
你拿什么做抵押? What you puttin' up for collateral?
莱夫的车就在门口。 I got Leff's car right out front.
妈，你感觉怎么样? Ma, how you feelin'?
我知道，没事的。 I know, it's okay.
我看见他了。 I saw him.
你看见谁了，妈? You saw who, Ma?
他还胆敢露面。那个野兽。 He has the nerve to show his face. That animal.
妈你在医院里你只是在做梦。 Ma, you're in the hospital. You're just dreamin'.
我告诉你。 I'm telling you.
我来这儿之前在街上见过他。 I saw him in the street before I came here.
他杀了我的孩子，现在又要杀我。 He-- he killed my baby, now he's killing me.
你没必要别让自己难过，好吗? You don't have to-- Don't get yourself upset, okay?
会没事的。 It's gonna be okay.
你迷路了，混蛋。 You're lost, asshole.
我有个机会给你。 I got an offer for you.
是的，不感兴趣。 Yeah, not interested.
这家伙到底是谁?——谁也不是。 Who the hell is this guy? - Nobody.
对吧?别理他。 Alright? Just ignore him.
来见我，我付你计时费。 Meet with me and I'll pay you for your time.
你是认真的吗? Are you fuckin' serious?
现在贿赂我?-是的，我是认真的。 Bribing me now? - Yeah, I'm serious.
他妈的可悲。 Fuckin' pathetic.
你还好吗，兄弟?-我没事。 You good, bro? - I'm fine.
多少钱?- 50。 How much? - Fifty.
他是说50吗?那我就买了。 Did he say 50? Then I'll take it.
不，你不能接受。 No, you're not gonna take it.
我会付你钱的。这是最容易赚到的钱了。 I'll pay you. It's the easiest money you'll ever make.
不，不值得。 Nah, not worth it.
这不是--。——好的。 It ain't shit. - Alright.
好吧，想想看。改变主意，四点在法庭见。 Well, think about it. Change your mind, meet me at the courts at 4:00.
你认识那个人吗?不。 You know that guy? No.
他是个小怪人。 He's a little weirdo.
好了。 Nice.
再一次。 Again.
我看见他了。 I saw him.
好。切。再一次。 Good. Chop. Again.
她在和别人约会。-她告诉你的? She's seeing someone else. - She told you that?
你为什么不打电话告诉我你会早点来? Why didn't you call and tell me you were comin' early?
好。 Good.
你呆在那儿。 You stay there.
也许你只是一时软弱。 Maybe you're just havin' a moment of weakness.
给我滚出去。 Get the fuck outta here.
不，我知道。 No, I know.
我看见他了。 I saw him.
嘿!-搞什么鬼? Hey! - What the fuck?
嘿! Hey!
嘿!嘿，嘿，嘿!嘿,伙计! Hey! Hey, hey, hey! Hey, dude!
滚蛋!-怎么回事，伙计? Fuck off! - What the fuck, man?
去你的!-看着我! Fuck off me! - Look at me!
你他妈的疯了?-去你妈的! You lost your fuckin' mind? - Fuck you!
放开我!拿上你的东西，给我滚出去! Get off me! Get your shit, get the fuck out of here!
你被解雇了!-退后，伙计! You're fired! - Back off, man!
你误会我了。 You got the wrong idea about me.
你觉得我。-你不知道我在想什么。 You think that I'm-- - You don't know what I think.
那就告诉我。 Then tell me.
你真的想这么做吗? So, you really wanna do this?
是的。 Yeah.
我是说，真的吗? I mean, really?
这事该怎么收场? How is this supposed to play out?
我一直想着你和吉米。 I never stopped thinkin' about you and Jimmy.
让我继续前进。-你根本没想过 Kept me goin'. - You're not even thinking
关于你对我做的事。 about what you're doin' to me.
你总是不负责任。 You've always been irresponsible.
你为什么这么恨我?-我不恨你。 Why do you hate me so much? - I don't hate you.
我讨厌你的所作所为。 I hate what you did.
对我，对我们的儿子，那个孩子。 To me, our son, that boy.
你就不该再来这里。 You should never have come back here.
我一定要见你。 I had to see you.
我需要见他。 I needed to see him.
那他需要什么呢? And what about what he needs, hmm?
我还能做点好事，唐娜。 I can still do something good, Donna.
我知道我是谁，我知道我能成为谁。 I know who I am, I know who I can be.
我知道我们仍然可以成为一家人。 And I know we can still be a family together.
现在，你把一切都弄明白了现在我们都该拜倒在你的脚下了。 So now, you figured it all out and now we should all fall at your feet.
好吧，我想整个世界又可以开始转动了。 Well, I guess the whole world can start spinning again.
你想过我的感受吗? You ever think how-- how I felt?
哦,请。你感觉如何?-是的。 Oh, please. How you felt? - Yeah.
嗯。-我是说，你一次都没有 Huh. - I mean, you never once
他来看我。 came to see me in there.
一直以来， All that time,
我从没见过你 and I never saw you.
我从没见过吉米。-我们都坐过牢! I never saw Jimmy. - We all did the time!
你知道我过得有多艰难吗? Do you have any idea how hard things have been?
他妈的。 Fuck.
你知道，一开始… You know, at first...
一开始，我真的很想你。 at first, I really missed you.
我甚至想过来看看你。 I even thought I'd come and see you.
但一天比一天长，一天比一天辛苦，我不再想你了。 But every day became longer, and harder, and I stopped missing you.
你让我和我们的儿子单独在一起现在他是我的儿子，不是你的! You left me alone with our son and now he is my son, not yours!
你对你所做的一切感到懊悔吗? Do you have any remorse for all that you've done?
对我，对我们，对那孩子的家人? To me, to us, to that kid's family?
我每天都活在自责中。 I live with that remorse every day.
哦,是的。 Oh, yeah.
天呐,唐娜。 Jesus, Donna.
你想让我说什么? What do you want me to say?
我只想让你走，好吗? I just want you to go, okay?
我从未停止过爱你。 I never stopped loving you.
现在还不算太晚。 It's not too late.
太迟了。 It is too late.
请离开。我得去上班了。 Please leave. I have to go to work.
这是我的号码。 This is my number.
想想看。也许你会改变主意。 Think about it. Maybe you'll change your mind.
去你妈的。 Fuck you.
谢谢你能来。 Thanks for comin'.
你拿到我的钱了吗? You got my money?
好了，现在怎么办? Alright, what now?
随便聊聊。 Just talk.
好吧。你为什么离开我妈妈? Okay. Why'd you leave my mom?
开门见山。 Right to the point.
我从没想过要离开你和你妈妈。 I never meant to leave you or your mom.
但你那么干了了。-是的，我搞砸了 But you did. - Yeah, I fucked up.
我搞砸了。 I fucked up bad.
我坐过一段时间牢。 I did some time.
因为什么? What for?
我和你差不多大。 I was about your age.
我和我的朋友史蒂夫，我们在一起玩。 Me and my friend Steve, we were hangin' out.
然后，史蒂夫开始和一个女孩搭讪。 And, uh, Steve started hittin' on some girl.
接下来就是， Next thing we know,
她男朋友和他的朋友把我们打得屁滚尿流。 her boyfriend and his friends were kickin' our asses.
我还好。但是那些家伙，他们 I was okay. But those guys, they--
他们把史蒂夫打得很惨。 They beat up Steve pretty bad.
第二天，我拿了父亲的枪 Next day, I took my father's gun
我去了这个孩子住的街区 and I went to this kid's block.
我只是想在他做了那些事后给他点恐惧，但是… I just wanted to put some fear into him after what he did, but...
他向我冲过来。 he just came at me.
他妈的。 Fuck.
他朝我冲过来，我，我太震惊了! He just came at me and I-I was, uh, I was so shocked!
我有，我有把枪。 I had-- I had a gun.
他就朝我冲过来。 And he just came at me.
所以这是个意外? So, it was an accident?
不。 No.
在那一刻， At that moment,
天啊，我只是… God, I just...
我想杀了他。 I wanted to kill him.
听着,嗯… Listen, uh...
听着，我很抱歉没能陪在你身边。 Listen, I-I'm sorry I wasn't there for you.
我每天都讨厌自己 I've hated myself every day
因为我不在那里 for the last 16 years because I wasn't there.
只要知道你就在那里 And just knowin' that you were out there and...
总有一天，总有一天，希望有一天 and one day, one day, hopefully one day
我能见到你，见到你… that I would get to see you and meet you...
这让我挺过来了，伙计。 It got me through, man.
我…如果没有它，我想我活不下去。 I... I don't think I'd have survived without that.
你救了我，伙计。 You saved me, buddy.
你饿了吗?还是老样子吗? You hungry? You want the usual?
你为什么不告诉我? Why didn't you tell me?
告诉你什么? Tell you what?
关于他的真相。 The truth about him.
我都告诉你了。 I told you everything.
不,实际上, No, actually,
他把一切都告诉我了。 he told me everything.
你怎么能撒谎那么久? How could you lie for that long?
你打算什么时候告诉我?-什么年龄才适合告诉你 When were you gonna tell me? - And what's the right age to tell you,
"对了，你父亲进监狱了"五，七，三? "Oh, by the way, your father's in jail"? Five, seven, three?
我有权知道。 I had a right to know.
不管你喜不喜欢，我见他了。我会再见到他的。 Like it or not, I did. And I'm gonna see him again.
-别这样对我。-这不是你的事。 - Don't do that to me. - It's not about you.
他回到我们的生活，他会把我们拆散的。 He comes back into our lives, he's gonna tear us apart.
不。什么会把我们分开 No. What's gonna tear us apart
你是不是想控制一切 is you trying to control everything,
就像你一直做的那样。 like you always do.
这让事情变得更糟。 That's what makes it worse.
吉米，等一下。请等一下。 Jimmy, wait, please. Please.
请等一下。 Please.
我所做的一切都是因为我爱你。你知道的，对吧? Everything I do and did is because I love you. You know that, right?
你能让我先跟他谈谈再去见他吗? Can you let me talk to him first before you see him again?
你能帮我吗? Can you do that for me?
你的朋友会让我们和她一起住吗? Will your friend let us stay with her?
我还没问她呢。我不想搞砸。 I didn't ask her yet. I don't wanna jinx it.
那就打给她。差不多完成了。 Well, call her. It's as good as done.
好吧。 Alright.
待会儿见。 I'll see you later.
搞什么鬼，伙计? What the fuck, man?
老天爷。 Jesus Christ.
伊莱，别这样。来吧。 Eli, come on. Come on.
不是你想的那样。 It's-it's-it's not what you think.
我以为你不想要她。 I-I-I thought you didn't want her.
她以为你不想要她。 She thought you didn't want her.
我很抱歉。真的。 I'm sorry. I really am.
我sh—— I sh--
我不应该那样做的。 I shouldn't have done that.
这太蠢了。我知道我不该那么做。 It's fuckin' stupid. I know I shouldn't have done that.
请不要杀我。 Please don't kill me.
哦,他妈的。 Oh, fuck.
(深呼吸) [breathes deeply]
你再敢靠近她，我就杀了你。 You go near her again, I fuckin' kill you.
龙头又坏了。——太棒了。 Taps are out again. - Great.
嘿。你能稍等一下吗? Hey. Hey, uh, can you hold a sec?
让我找个安静的地方。 Uh, let me get somewhere quiet.
嘿，我来了。 Hey, I'm here.
我知道你会继续去看我儿子 Look, I know you're gonna continue to see my son
不管我说什么。 regardless of what I say.
不是那样的。 It's not like that.
请让我说完。 Please let me finish.
当然可以。对不起。 Of course. Sorry.
如果你想和他接触， If you are gonna have any interaction with him,
必须按我的规矩来。 it has to be by my rules.
我想知道一切，每一步。 I wanna know everything, every step of the way.
绝对的。理解。 Absolutely. Understood.
你对我说的那些话是认真的吗? Did you mean those things you said to me?
每一个字。——然后, Every word. - Then,
你能答应我你会照我说的做吗? will you promise me you'll do what I'm asking?
是的。当然，我发誓。 Yeah. Absolutely, I swear.
我会告诉你一切。 I will tell you everything.
好吧。 Alright.
我得回去工作了。 I gotta get back to work.
再聊。 We'll talk.
谢谢你，唐娜。 Thank you, Donna.
再见。 Bye.
有什么事吗? What's up?
很抱歉在最后一刻突然告诉你， I'm so sorry to spring this on you last minute,
但我要去奥斯汀 but, um, I'm heading to Austin.
好吧。要多久? Okay. For how long?
我不知道。可能会有一段时间。 I don't know. Like, maybe a while.
好吧。-听着，我知道这让你 Okay. - Look, I know this put you
在一个糟糕的地方，房租什么的， in a bad spot with, like, rent and shit,
我还是会尽我所能帮你的 and I will totally still help out, like, as much as I can.
我很感激。 I'd appreciate that.
哇!这太疯狂了。 Wow! Like, this is crazy.
我是说，我应该为你高兴吗? I mean, should I be happy for you?
我想是的。 I think so.
有什么事吗?——雷? What's up? - Ray?
你认识贾马尔吗? You-you know Jamal?
你拿了我的东西吗? You got my stuff?
是的。好吧，我们开始吧。 Yup. Alright, let's have it.
我的东西呢? Where's-where's my stuff?
哟，钱第一。 Yo, money first.
不，不可能。 No, no way.
滚开，别浪费我的时间。 Well, fuck off and don't waste my time.
嗯… Well...
哦，别这样。等等，等等，等等，等等，等等，等等，等等。 Oh, come on. Wait, wait, wait, wait, wait, wait, wait, wait.
听着，你倒不倒? Look, you down or not?
是的。我是说，要花多长时间? Yeah. I mean, how-how long is it gonna take?
我马上就回来。 I'll be right back.
是的。 Yeah.
你要点什么，伙计? What can I get you, buddy?
请给我一点奶油。 Little Cream, please.
开始吧。——干杯。 Here we go. - Cheers.
你想要点什么，伙计? What can I get you, man?
我要一杯百威。 I'll take a Bud.
我们刚买了小奶油。 Uh, we just got Little Cream.
好吗?——确定。 Is it good? - Sure.
哦! Oh!
搞什么-喂，喂! What the-- - Hey, hey!
好吧。-老天。 Alright. - Jesus Christ.
这地方完蛋了，伙计。 This place is toast, man.
搞什么鬼，伙计? What the fuck, man?
你是谁? Who is this?
嗨，嗨。我很抱歉打扰你。 Uh, hi, hi. I'm-I'm sorry to bother you.
雷，你知道雷住在哪吗? Do-- Uh, is Ray-- You know where-where Ray lives?
快他妈的把门打开! Open the fuckin' door!
哦,男人。他妈的! Oh, man. Fuck!
请把门打开。 Just open the door, please.
我要叫警察了!-嘿，嘿，嘿 I'm callin' the cops! - Hey, hey, hey.
请。 Please.
我他妈的要杀了你! Fuckin' gonna kill you!
操, 操!他妈的! Fuck, man! Fuck!
加油！加油。来吧。 Come on, come on. Come on.
哇，哇，哇，哇，哇! Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa!
这是什么?-你那该死的哥们陷害了我们! What is this? - Your fucking buddy set us up!
不。不可能。 No. Can't be.
他绝逼干了! Well, he fuckin' did!
老天。 Christ.
现在的人都怎么了? What is with people these days?
搞砸了一笔干净的交易。 Messin' up a clean deal.
不，不，不。你，你得解决这个问题。 No, no, no. You, you've gotta fix this.
我希望我能帮你，朋友。 I wish I could help you, my friend.
我所做的就是传递信息。 All I did was pass on the info.
这是我们在这一行都要冒的风险。 This is a risk we all take in this business.
不不不不不不。 No, no, no, no, no.
停! Stop!
你心烦意乱。 You're upset.
我明白了。 I understand.
我们就讲到这里吧。 Let's leave it at that.
我不会怨恨你的。 I won't hold it against you.
好了，我们走吧。 Okay, let's go.
好吧,好吧。对，对，对。 Alright, okay. Yeah, yep, yep.
是的,没错。 Yep, yep.
我出了点小问题。 I-I had a little problem.
给你一万块钱，好吗? Um, here's ten grand back, okay?
我需要一点时间。 I'm gonna need a little time.
我只需要一点时间，我就能 All I need is a little time, and I'll get--
我会把剩下的还给你。 I'll get the rest back to you.
你说对了。 You got it.
哦，谢谢，伙计。我—— Oh, thanks, man. I'm--
我马上就开始还钱。 I'll start payin' it off right away.
当然，慢慢来。 Sure, take your time.
伙计，谢谢你。 Oh, man, thank you.
你,嗯… You, um...
你觉得我能把车弄回来吗? You th-- you think I could get the car back?
哦。 Oh.
把那狗屎带出来。 Bring that piece of shit out.
等待。等等，等等，等等。 Wait. Wait, wait, wait.
等一下。哦,草。等等，等等，等等，等等。 Wait. Oh, shit. Wait, wait, wait, wait.
-等等，等等，等等。 - Wait, wait, wait, wait.
不，不，不，不，不!停，停，停!停! No, no, no, no, no, no, no! Stop, stop, stop! Stop!
不，我能弄到钱。我能拿到。 No, I can get the money. I can get it.
我是认真的。我能。 I-I'm serious. I can.
好吧。明早之前。 Alright. You got till morning.
否则，我就把你的眼睛都取下来。 Otherwise, I'll take both your eyes.
她很伤心，伙计。 She was so upset, man.
我只是觉得她不会打电话来。 I just didn't think she would call.
然后她打来电话。她叫。 And then she called. She called.
你知道，这真的很棒。 You know, that's really great.
她会让我见吉米的，伙计。 She's gonna let me see Jimmy, man.
我是说，我知道这只是一小步，但是… I mean, I know it's a small step, but...
我说不出我有多高兴。 I can't tell you how happy I am.
我觉得这对你来说很合适。 Well, I think it's gonna work out for you.
真的。别搞砸了。 I really do. Just don't fuck it up.
好的，再来一杯吗?我们庆祝。 Okay, you want another? We're celebrating.
不，我受够了。 Ah, nah, I'm done.
确定吗?-下周末，我归你了。 Sure? - Next weekend, I'm all yours.
好吧。再见。-再见。 Alright. See ya. - See ya.
他妈的看。你他妈的看看。 Fucking look. Take a fucking look.
呃,呃… Uh, uh...
嗯… Um...
呃,呃… Uh, uh...
嘿，你… Hey, do you, uh...
你，呃… Do you, uh...
好吧，来吧。 Alright, come on.
来吧。加油，加油，加油! Come on. Come on, come on, come on!
来吧。是的,是的。 Come on. Yep, yes.
就是这样。就是这样。谢谢。 That's it. That's it. Thanks.
他妈的。他妈的。 Fuck. Fuck.
喂，吃完，伙计。我得关门了。 Yo, finish up, man. I gotta close.
哇。 Whoa.
伙计，收银台开着。 Dude, the-the register's open.
你想要什么就拿吧，伙计。 Just-just take what you want, man.
你以为你能逃脱惩罚吗? You thought you can get away with it, huh?
逃脱什么? Get away with what?
别装糊涂。 Don't fuck with me.
我不知道你在说什么，伙计。 I don't know what you're talkin' about, man.
你他妈的不知道? The fuck you don't?
你不记得我了吧? You don't remember me, huh?
你搞错了把，伙计。 You got me mistaken, dude.
难道我会忘记那个杀了我兄弟的混蛋吗?嗯? Like I'm gonna forget the asshole who killed my fuckin' brother? Huh?
我当时还是个孩子。-不，我是! I was a kid, man. - No, I was!
拜托，伙计。 Come on, man.
你不会想这么做的。-现在你知道我想要什么了吧? You don't wanna do this. - Now you know what I want?
把收银机里的钱都拿出来。 Empty the fuckin' register.
你他妈的跟踪我? You fuckin' followed me?
搞什么鬼?-你这狗屎! What the fuck? - Oh, you piece of shit!
不,伙计。 No, man.
我跟你做个交易，好吗? I'll make a deal with you, okay?
我会告诉他们你救了我的命。 I'll tell 'em you saved my life.
你阻止了他抢劫酒吧。 And you stopped him from robbin' the bar.
我给你一条出路，伙计。 I'm givin' you a way out, man.
你会成为英雄的。 You'll be a hero.
我无法改变我所做的。 I can't change what I did.
我也不能让你弟弟起死回生。 And I can't bring your brother back.
但我能帮你，兄弟。 But I can help you, brother. Please.
好吗。 Please.
让我帮你吧，伙计。 Just let me help you, man.
没关系。 It's okay.
请人。把枪放下。 Please, man. Put the gun down.
没关系。 It's okay.
让我来帮你。 Let me help you.
谢谢你！把手给我。 Thank you. Give me your hand.
昨天避免了一场严重的交通罢工 A crippling transit strike was avoided yesterday
当工会领导人等待新合同时 when union leaders awaiting new contract
投票决定让33,000名成员重返工作岗位。 voted to send their 33,000 members back to work.
红钩镇的悲剧。 Tragedy in Red Hook.
酒保亚当·德萨佛，38岁， Bartender Adam DeSalvo, 38,
显然开枪打死了一个人 apparently shot and killed a man
他想要抢劫酒吧。 who was attempting to hold up the bar.
德萨佛也被枪杀。 DeSalvo was also shot and killed.
官方尚未公布这名枪手的姓名， The gunman, whose name has not been released by officials,
昨晚早些时候犯下了一系列抢劫案。 had apparently committed a string of robberies earlier last night.
酒吧老板莱尼·科林今早发现了尸体。 The bar's owner, Lenny Colin, found the bodies this morning.
他是个很好很安静的人。 Uh, he was a nice, quiet guy.
应该让他把钱拿走的。 Should have just let him take the money.
讽刺的是，德萨佛最近刚结束假释 Ironically, DeSalvo recently finished parole
并因过失杀人罪服刑13年。 and served 13 years for manslaughter.
仅本周就发生了20多起枪击案。 This caps over 20 shootings this week alone.
市长呼吁加强枪支管制。 The mayor is calling for stronger gun control.
他呼吁大家保持冷静和理解。 He is calling for calm and understanding.
我引用他的话， He said and I quote,
"当像枪一样强大的东西 "When something as powerful as a gun
落入无权之人之手， finds its way in the hands of the powerless,
暴力是不可避免的。” violence is inevitable."
[演奏丹尼尔·戴维斯的《太多》] ["Too Much" by Daniel Davis playing]
♬你带走了♬ ♪ You took ♪
♬风吹散了我的帆 ♪ The wind out of my sail ♪
♬当我看着♬ ♪ When I looked ♪
♬你已经走了 ♪ You were gone ♪
♬我煮了♬ ♪ And I cooked ♪
♬为你准备一顿饭♬ ♪ Up a meal for you ♪
♬太多了 ♪ It's too much ♪
♬我放手了♬ ♪ I let go ♪
♬噢，我会剁掉我的耳朵 ♪ Oh, I'd chop off my ear ♪
♬为你♬ ♪ For you ♪
如果你离开了地球 ♪ If you dropped off the Earth ♪
♬我停止了所有的感情 ♪ And I stopped all my feelin' ♪
♬为你♬ ♪ For you ♪
♬太多了 ♪ It's too much ♪
♬我放手了♬ ♪ I let go ♪
♬当它太多的时候 ♪ When it's too much ♪
♬我放手了♬ ♪ I let go ♪
♬当它太多的时候 ♪ When it's too much ♪
♬我放手了♬ ♪ I let go ♪
♬我希望♬ ♪ I'm hoping ♪
♬你还活着 ♪ You're still alive ♪
♬你想让我走吗 ♪ You want me to go ♪
♬你卸下了我肩上的重担 ♪ You take the weight from my shoulders ♪
♬太多了 ♪ It's too much ♪
♬我放手了♬ ♪ I let go ♪
♬当它太多的时候 ♪ When it's too much ♪
♬我放手了♬ ♪ I let go ♪
♬当它太多的时候 ♪ When it's too much ♪
♬我放手了♬ ♪ I let go ♪
♬当它太多的时候 ♪ When it's too much ♪
♬我放手了♬ ♪ I let go ♪
♬哦，当它太多的时候 ♪ Oh, when it's too much ♪
♬我放手了♬ ♪ I let go ♪
♬哦，哦，哦 ♪ Oh, oh, oh ♪
♬当它太多的时候 ♪ When it's too much ♪
♬我放手了♬ ♪ I let go ♪
♬哦，哦，哦 ♪ Oh, oh, oh ♪
♬当它太多的时候 ♪ When it's too much ♪
♪啊……♪ ♪ Ah... ♪
♬我梦见我是一座山 ♪ I dreamed I was a mountain ♪
♪雪峰洁白纯净♪ ♪ With snow peaks white and pure ♪
在每一个解冻的春天里 ♪ And in the thawing of each spring ♪
♬我的溪流会奔流而去 ♪ My streams would rush to cure ♪
♬你甜蜜地忍受着的渴望 ♪ The thirst from which you sweetly suffer ♪
每当你开始攀登时，它就会吓到你 ♪ That daunts you every time you start to climb ♪
♬我梦见我是个英雄 ♪ I dreamed I was a hero ♪
完成每一项任务 ♪ Fulfilling every task ♪
♪踏实的有答案♪ ♪ Steadfast with an answer ♪
♬为了你所要求的一切 ♪ For everything you asked ♪
杀死你所有白日梦中的龙 ♪ And slaying all your daydream dragons ♪
♬和喷火式的语法混乱你的大脑 ♪ And spitfire syntax cluttering your mind ♪
♬视野宽广♬ ♪ Horizons wide ♪
♬哦，哦 ♪ Oh, oh ♪
♬站起来微笑吧 ♪ Arise and smile ♪
♬哦，哦 ♪ Oh, oh ♪
♬开明的孩子♬ ♪ Enlightened child ♪
♬哦，哦 ♪ Oh, oh ♪
♬夜是狂野的♬ ♪ The night is wild ♪
♬哦，哦 ♪ Oh, oh ♪
♬但我不是一座山 ♪ But I am not a mountain ♪
♬这不是梦 ♪ And this is not a dream ♪
♬而我却找不到该说的话 ♪ And I can't find the words to say ♪
♬正是我的意思 ♪ Exactly what I mean ♪
但我会留在这里轻声歌唱 ♪ But I'll just stay here softly singing ♪
希望它能帮助我们 ♪ And hope that it will help us ♪
♬打发时间♬ ♪ Pass the time ♪
♬视野宽广♬ ♪ Horizons wide ♪
♬哦，哦 ♪ Oh, oh ♪
♬站起来微笑吧 ♪ Arise and smile ♪
♬哦，哦 ♪ Oh, oh ♪
♬开明的孩子♬ ♪ Enlightened child ♪
♬哦，哦 ♪ Oh, oh ♪
♬夜是狂野的♬ ♪ The night is wild ♪
♬哦，哦 ♪ Oh, oh ♪
♬视野宽广♬ ♪ Horizons wide ♪
♬哦，哦 ♪ Oh, oh ♪
♬站起来微笑吧 ♪ Arise and smile ♪
♬哦，哦 ♪ Oh, oh ♪
♬开明的孩子♬ ♪ Enlightened child ♪
♬哦，哦 ♪ Oh, oh ♪
♬夜是狂野的♬ ♪ The night is wild ♪
♬哦，哦 ♪ Oh, oh ♪